I need a gut wrenching sad apocalypse could be zombie or alien or monster apocalypse that has people dealing with loss? Going on a rampage against the things of evil that caused that loss I need the main character to find love then lose it🙃I want it to have some action but mainly focus the theme of the apocalyptic book on the importance of human connection and trauma because of it. NEEDS TO BE APOCALYPTIC/ DURING A CATASTROPHIC EVENT PLEASE and thank you😙